heard from vanessa that boon is shutting her out of her life too...sigh...i didnt want things to turn out this way. knowing her, she will just bury herself in work all day long. mayb getting everyone out of her life is just a way to get everything (that will remind her of me) out of her memory. =(

i dont blame her for doing this... for not wanting my friendship and not wanting me to be in her life at all... but it still hurts to know that she's torturing her own life like that. do hope she's still in contact with Helen though, at least that's the only person whom she will and can turn to in times like this.

really hope she gets moving on soon....praying that her life will be better than before.